Yesterday and today I cannot bear to face the heinous crimes committed by the Epstein-Trump gang, including the rape, humiliation, intimidation, threats, and even murder of young girls. Their various sins have exceeded my mental capacity to endure. I cannot face America, a democratic country I once admired and was proud of, which has now fallen to the lowest moral and legal standards. I cannot tolerate a civilization and etiquette nation that once made me feel like spring breeze, now allowing masked gangs on the streets to randomly arrest people or even shoot innocent citizens. I want to go out and see the blue sky and white clouds, the mountains and flowing waters, the sea with white sails. The country I am proud of now causes me great pain.