More than three years have passed; now, how am I doing?

It’s been over three years since I last posted. Time really flies.
My girlfriend and I got married, and I paid the 88,000 yuan bride price myself.
We also bought a house, a duplex, but with an elevator.
I now have my own little warm coat.
The difference is that I had no debt before, but now I have a total debt of about 100,000 yuan.
I borrowed 12 from online loans, paid back 4.3, and still owe 7.7.
There are 30 from banks, not yet repaid.
And 60 from a mortgage.
All these debts were used for stock trading losses.
In October 2024, I took out 12 and made it 25, but I surprisingly didn’t pay off the online loan first.
I kept losing until October 2025, when it was down to 3.6.
Currently, my account balance is 11.6.
From October 2025 to February this year.
My plan now is to reach 18 and use that to pay off the online loan.
The remaining 10 will continue to trade, aiming to get out of the market.
I know I make money because the market gives it to me, but I still don’t want to give up.
If I can’t succeed this time, I will give up.
I’ll post again in a year, in 2027, at the end of the year.

[Taogu Ba]